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Wednesday, 2 December 2009

Gathering at Pui Chi place

2 December 2009
Today, went to Pui Chi's new house
We went there early...
Because we've promised to play 'masak-masak' together
Ended up..not much food we made..because lack of ingredients
It was my first time baking muffins / cakes..
My house no oven..*sad*
So, can't bake cake at home although i really do love cooking/baking stuffs
Well, it's actually easy ones..
The flour bought had already been mixed
We just have to follow the instruction and bake it..that's all
Taste - not bad ^^
Pui Yee bake the cupcake..== i mean muffin
It's kinda..consider a failure
But...still can eat of course...don't wanna waste food
Overall..really had a wonderful time today
Chit-chatting..watching drama..
I really enjoy myself tremendously =)
Had a great time together ^^

Here's some of the pictures...looks nice right? ;D
Yummy! ♥♥♥♥

~"Looking forward for another gathering like this..=) Friends Forever! ♥"~

Thursday, 29 October 2009

Happy Birthday, Dad! ♥

29 October 2009
Today is Dad's birthday
Although you've gone to a far far place
Apart from us..forever..
I just wanna wish you Happy Birthday for the last time..
I Miss You ♥
Dreaming about you once a while..
Is more than enough already ^^
Some people means
You still remember us..visit us once a while
Dunno whether is true or not..
But..really..its more than enough already
Thanks, dad! ♥♥

~" ♥ ♥ Happy Birthday~~!! ♥ ♥ "~

xoxJuliannaxox ♥Dad

Sunday, 25 October 2009

♥MY Lee Min Ho's day! :D

25 October 2009
♥ Today is my Lee Min Ho's day!! :D
Min Ho is coming to Malaysia!!
At Sungai Wang Main Concourse
Well..i went with Cher Minn
We arrived at about 5pm+
The whole mall were crowded with HUMANSS!!
*sad* totally no hope to see Min Ho anymore T^T
Humans everywhere!!
All nice view...which can see Min Ho clearly were occupied T^T
Don't even have place to stand T^T
Thought of giving up already T^T
At then...Min Ho appeared!
Everybody was yelling, shouting...including me! OMG!
Can't stand it anymore! I MUST SEE HIM!!
And then...everybody start pushing up the escalator..
That was the funniest part xD haha!
Everybody(including us :P) goes up and down the escalator..
just to see Min Ho!! xDDD
*wish the escalator was longer that time xD haha!*
I saw HIM! My tears nearly fall down already! xD
Am i dreaming? NO! I saw him! :D
Although didn't get any chance to get his autograph
*emotional breakdown*
But at least...we got some of his pictures :D
♥ He is sosososo CUTE, HANDSOME, TALL, GENTLEMAN etc~ ♥
xDDDD I'm melting already!
Then about 25minutes+
He had to leave already T^T
Everybody start pushing us...and we wondering what's happening..
And then when we turn back..(you're so not gonna believe this ;D)
He is right in front of us! Walking pass by to the exit!
We were like...*speechless*
Because we didn't expected that..we didn't get our cameras ready =.= more than enough already!! :DDD
Our distance were so near *dreaming*
LOL!! Seriously..consider near already!
Lee Min Ho is just so...*melting already*
This is the nearest and the nicest picture we've got :D
♥♥Aww...isn't he cute? (YES, HE IS!)
"~I won't forget today :D Definitely a day to remember!~"
xoxJuliannaxox a happy & unforgettable memory ♥

Friday, 23 October 2009

I'm Just Not Perfect

23 October 2009What he said in the class today...still keep flashing in my mind
Thanks to Wai Keong -.-
The teacher took the opportunity to scold me too
He scold me indirectly...
Although my name was not mention...but obviously he meant me!
Well...what he said was not 100% right...but...yes, kinda true
But still...teachers are not always right!
I still strongly disagree with him on certain things that he did/said
I admit it. I am selfish on certain time.
Fine! I AM SELFISH!But can you answer me..who on earth are not selfish at ALL?
Sometimes, we really need to be selfish to avoid getting bullied by others..
Do you think that they really willing to volunteer and do it?
NO! N..O..NO!!
Those silly stuffs are just a waste of time!
They did it FORCE them to =.= least i did contribute the poster and those books..
At least...
Not to mention when everybody was not doing theirs' duties..
Although at times i keep complaining...
But..i did it!
Like that still consider as selfish?
Well..maybe i was acting a little bit over..
I'm sorry teacher..after're still my teacher.
What u've said today really did awaken me...
I realise my mistake...i feel bad too
I promise that i'll try my best to change my not-so-good attitude...
At least i'm willing to change right..? I promise..
*turning into a new leaf soon*

~"Accept me for who i am...i'm just not perfect.."~

xoxJuliannaxox i'm not perfect! >.<

Monday, 19 October 2009

Go where your heart leads you

- - - Go where your heart leads you to - - -

Don't wanna hesitate anymore...
About 5 years ago..i gave up piano..
Too much thing happened that year..and then i shifted here, Puchong
I love music! I really do..>.<
I regretted...but it's no use crying over split milk..
And now...i feel like trying out dancing?...
Hip hop? Maybe ;D
Coming holiday...i wanna sign up for dancing class..
Just hope that mum will agree with my decision..
Well..i'm not talented...but i can give it a try..^0^
--Don't think, just do! Follow your heart..--


xoxJuliannaxox DON'T THINK JUST DO!! =)

Saturday, 10 October 2009



#My life is likely to last ten to fifteen years. Any separation from you will painful for me. Remember that before you buy me.#Give me time to understand what you want of me.#Place your trust in me-it's crucial to my Well-being#Don't be angry at me for too long and don't lock me up as punishment..You have your work, your entertainment and your friends. I have only you.#Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words, I understand your voice when it's speaking to me.#Be aware that however you treat me, I'll never forget it.#Remember.. before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily crush the bones of your hand, but that I choose not to bite you.
#Before you scold me for being uncooperative, obstinate or lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, or I've been out in the sun too long? or my heart is getting old and weak.
#Take care of me when I get old. You, too, will grow old.
#Go with me on difficult journeys..Never say,I can't bear to watch it or let it happen in my absence. Everything is easier for me if you are there. Remember I love you.

~"Indi ran away from home months ago le...maybe he had found a better owner...or maybe he had went to heaven to meet daddy...i don't know..Somebody sent me this email about '狗狗与我的十个约定‏'..this email really touched my heart...i cried when reading this email..Indi, we did not treat you well..i'm sorry..♥‏I miss you♥‏"~

xoxJuliannaxox i'll never forget you ♥‏

Saturday, 26 September 2009

The 100th day..

The 100th day
You went to some where far far away..
But i know...
You are always by our side..
Observing each and everyone of us everyday =)
You will always and forever remain in my heart
After so many years of hard work...
I know you're tired already...
Your dream did came true...
You get to retire before age of 50
You're free now...Goodbye =)
Goodbye daddy! Bye!~~
Photos of me and you ^^
and memories between us ^^

I regretted that we miss the opportunity to snap photo together T.T
I still remember...that time i refuse to take photos together..T^T
There were too many people...and waited for so long for the queue
...It's too late now... The LAST photo of me and you....I Miss You

~"Now, i realize that...there are very few photos of me and you..=(...I regretted that we didn't spend more time together and snap more pictures together...I am always the camera girl...and dad, you are always the camera man...We both always take pictures of others...but we always forget to snap picture of us, together..I wouldn't have this chance anymore T^T...but i'm still glad..although its not much...but thanks god least we still own some pictures of me and you ^^ Daddy, goodbye~ Take care =) Bye..."~

xoxJuliannaxox just let it's the fact...don't worry, be happy =)

Friday, 11 September 2009

Last time...

I remember~~
Last time...
When there's caterpillars in the plants..
Dad will take care of it...
Last time...
When any electrical appliances spoil..
Dad will fix it...
Last time...
When i'm sick..
Dad will cook me porridge and take care of me..
Last time...
When we went travelling..
Dad will be the driver...
Last time...
When our family faces problems..
Dad will solve it...
Last time...
When i do well in my studies..
Dad will ask me what do i want and i'll say's okay
Last time...
When i'm stress about studies..
Dad will comfort me...and ask me whether do i want tuition...
Last time...
Every Sunday dad will ask whether i wanna go out for breakfast..
Sometimes, I, i'm tired..*regret* T^T
Last time...
No matter how tired dad is..after work..
Dad will still act normal and don't want us to worry...
Last time...
Dad will always jokes and play with us..
It's childish...but i really have fun and enjoy it very much T^T
Last time...
When going down the staircases..
I'll hop up and lay on dad's back...
~"Now...everything has change..
It has become a history..
Unforgettable memories..
I will always remember.."~

Wednesday, 9 September 2009

Let it past~

Just got my part time salary..
This time i got Rm 500++
^^ woohoo!!
Because i work during the school one week holiday...that's why
Starting from this month..
I've decided to give part of my salary each month to mum..
Although is not much..but i still hope that...
At least it helps a little..=X
Really hope that the money at least lightens mum's shoulder...=(
Today is 09.09.09
Skipped school today..
Pray for daddy..
It's the last time of praying if i'm not mistaken..
It reminds me about the past again..
Feeling down a little..=(
Past is past..just let it past..
I finally realise that daddy is really gone..
He won't come back anymore..
I feel that...i've grew older..and become more mature..
Dad is gone...but i still have mum right?..
I promise myself..
I'll learn to tolerate...and love more about her..
I'll try my best not to argue over small matter with my siblings..
Mum is getting older...
Seeing how much she care about us..
How she work hard for us..
How she forces herself to wake up in the early morning for us..
It really touched my heart~ T^T
Mum, I LOVE YOU! >333 nag us...scold us..
I's all for our own good..
How i wish that we have enough income..
And can retire you...let you enjoy life...
I know you are tired mum...i know~~

"~Just let the bitter past...and remains the sweet memories..

Sunday, 19 July 2009

One month...

One month le...
Just a blink of eye..
One month pass le..
I know you were still there...
You were always there around us...
Watching us from there...
Miss you~ =)


Monday, 13 July 2009

My own drawing ^^

This is the BY2 Q version that i drew ^^
Ya...i not that nice la...
=.= I'm not that talented in drawing ok..
Althought didn't win...but it's okay la...
At least i tried...and i really had enjoy myself while drawing this...
I drew this with my own hand leh...
Feel so proud of myself xD haha~~
So..i've decided to upload this picture...
Leave it as memory ba...^^

Sunday, 5 July 2009

I had a dream..

Yesterday night...
We went to bed before 9pm...
Waiting for daddy's soul to come back...
The 15th day...
Can't sleep at all....
I had a flashback about the past...
Remembering the moment we spent together...
Remembering how much you care about us..
Remembering how much you love us..
Can't stop the tears from rolling again...T^T
Daddy, you loves us more than we thought...
Is just that you don't show out...
But i can feel it deeply in my heart..T^T
I miss you so much daddy >.<
I had a dream...It is really just a dream?? I don't know..
All were just my illusion?? I don't know..
I remember...
I hug you tightly in my tight as i could...
I kissed you...I said that I MISS YOU! I really do...T^T
I can feel like as you were really there...
I won't forget that moment...
Whether it was just a dream or it was just my illusion...
It doesn't matter...
I promise that i won't cry for you anymore..
I won't let my tears drop for you anymore...
I won't be sad...daddy, I promise...i'll try my best...
You are the best, daddy..
I'll be strong...
I miss you~~~

xoxJuliannaxox my heart will still go on~

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

Goodbye Daddy...T^T

19th June 2009
I won't forget today...
My mum came to school and fetch me..i was wondering..Why??
She told me that daddy had passed away...
At that moment, i thought it was some sort of joke...'s true..T^T
Mum hug me tightly..tears keep on falling..
I never thought of that before...
It happen in a sudden..too soon..T^T
Daddy is gone forever...
I was totally lost...
I dunno what to do...
My tears keep rolling down...
Just can't stop the tears...
Days before...i chat with my friends...and i've said that "I can't wait for Friday to come..."And now...i am totally regret for what i've said..
I am so regret for saying that...i'm so sorry...
If can...i hope that..that Friday will not ever come...
So that i can spare more time with daddy..T^T
Daddy, why you leave us so soon??? T^T
I miss you, dad~~ I miss you..
Missing you everyday..every second...every minute.. T^T
I'm writing all my feelings that i won't forget you...
You are and always will be my best daddy...

I'm sorry that i didn't get to say "I LOVE YOU" to you yet..T^T
I'm sorry that i didn't get to earn enough money to let you retire and enjoy life..T^T
I'm sorry that we didn't spend more time together..T^T
I'm sorry that if i did anything that hurts you..T^T
I'm sorry that if i did anything wrong and made you angry...T^T
I'm sorry that if i did bad in my studies...T^T
I'm sorry, dad~ T^T I'm sorry...
I promise that..
I'll take good care of mum..
I'll take care of all at home..
I'll study hard..and won't be lazy..
I'll be strong...don't worry dad..T^T...just need some time..

I love you dad..
You will be always in my my heart..
I will be missing you dad...
Goodbye daddy...bye~~ T^T
I'll be strong...
Goodbye daddy... T^T missing you always..T^T

xoxJuliannaxox forever loving you..remembering you always =(

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

Welcome me..*clap clap*

Hihi ^^
Haha~ After thinking for a long time...o.o
Hmm~ at last..i've finally decided to have my very own blog =)
hope that i can improve my English too through this blog..
Here comes my stories...
Welcome to my LiFe~ ^.^