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Saturday, 26 September 2009

The 100th day..

Today
The 100th day
You went to some where far far away..
But i know...
You are always by our side..
Observing each and everyone of us everyday =)
You will always and forever remain in my heart
After so many years of hard work...
I know you're tired already...
Your dream did came true...
You get to retire before age of 50
You're free now...Goodbye =)
Goodbye daddy! Bye!~~
Photos of me and you ^^
and memories between us ^^


I regretted that we miss the opportunity to snap photo together T.T
I still remember...that time i refuse to take photos together..T^T
There were too many people...and waited for so long for the queue
...It's too late now... The LAST photo of me and you....I Miss You

~"Now, i realize that...there are very few photos of me and you..=(...I regretted that we didn't spend more time together and snap more pictures together...I am always the camera girl...and dad, you are always the camera man...We both always take pictures of others...but we always forget to snap picture of us, together..I wouldn't have this chance anymore T^T...but i'm still glad..although its not much...but thanks god that..at least we still own some pictures of me and you ^^ Daddy, goodbye~ Take care =) Bye..."~


xoxJuliannaxox just let it go...it's the fact...don't worry, be happy =)

Friday, 11 September 2009

Last time...

I remember~~
Last time...
When there's caterpillars in the plants..
Dad will take care of it...
Last time...
When any electrical appliances spoil..
Dad will fix it...
Last time...
When i'm sick..
Dad will cook me porridge and take care of me..
Last time...
When we went travelling..
Dad will be the driver...
Last time...
When our family faces problems..
Dad will solve it...
Last time...
When i do well in my studies..
Dad will ask me what do i want and i'll say nothing..it's okay
Last time...
When i'm stress about studies..
Dad will comfort me...and ask me whether do i want tuition...
Last time...
Every Sunday dad will ask whether i wanna go out for breakfast..
Sometimes, I said...no, i'm tired..*regret* T^T
Last time...
No matter how tired dad is..after work..
Dad will still act normal and don't want us to worry...
Last time...
Dad will always jokes and play with us..
It's childish...but i really have fun and enjoy it very much T^T
Last time...
When going down the staircases..
I'll hop up and lay on dad's back...
~"Now...everything has change..
It has become a history..
Unforgettable memories..
I will always remember.."~
xoxJuliannaxox

Wednesday, 9 September 2009

Let it past~

Just got my part time salary..
This time i got Rm 500++
^^ woohoo!!
Because i work during the school one week holiday...that's why
Starting from this month..
I've decided to give part of my salary each month to mum..
Although is not much..but i still hope that...
At least it helps a little..=X
Really hope that the money at least lightens mum's shoulder...=(
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Today is 09.09.09
Skipped school today..
Pray for daddy..
It's the last time of praying if i'm not mistaken..
It reminds me about the past again..
Feeling down a little..=(
Past is past..just let it past..
I finally realise that daddy is really gone..
He won't come back anymore..
I feel that...i've grew older..and become more mature..
Dad is gone...but i still have mum right?..
I promise myself..
I'll learn to tolerate...and love mum..care more about her..
I'll try my best not to argue over small matter with my siblings..
Mum is getting older...
Seeing how much she care about us..
How she work hard for us..
How she forces herself to wake up in the early morning for us..
It really touched my heart~ T^T
Mum, I LOVE YOU! >333
Sometimes..you nag us...scold us..
I know...it's all for our own good..
THANKS MUM!! T.T
How i wish that we have enough income..
And can retire you...let you enjoy life...
I know you are tired mum...i know~~

"~Just let the bitter past...and remains the sweet memories..
I LOVE YOU DAD..~"
xoxJuliannaxox